i visited that place i had forsaken for quite a long time.
and somehow whatever ken was saying, they dealt icy blast that turned me cold, worried, and made me so tensed.
because there alluded events only we know, so much so i cannot help but listen to shifty intuition whatever he said was referring to me.
explicitly that trip, and technical terms i'd know so well, and a million other little things.
why. why havent you ever told me, and then things may have been different, that we wont have relegated the situation to what it is today. yet i know, and still do that given a time turner things wont change. you are adamant to what you believe, and somehow we've construct this partially permeable screen between us that just got thicker as days went by.
i wished, somehow you were at farewell. if you were, id have passed that thread to you. because of so much that i have to say to you, to thank you for listening out, and what a pity that we just kind of drifted apart cos that wasnt what i wanted. somewhere the connection was broken, that resulted in neglect and carelessness. Pls forgive me, i hope that it isnt too late to gather your wisps of cobwebs and spin new ones to strengthen them. these creatures dont give up just cos someone broke their webs once, twice. they come back with greater determination, understanding of circumstances, and pray the threads hold.
really hope we'll still be good friends like last times.